Chapter 10 - A Name I Didn't Give

For an hour I stared at an account summary bearing my name. Mara had apparently used information she already knew to make me look like the recipient of money raised through our children's suffering. Valdez said the financial records were incomplete and warned me not to assume anything about who controlled the funds until the investigator could trace them.
"So I'm the one the donors will blame," I said.
"Some may," she replied. "Our job is to follow the evidence, not public opinion."
My employer asked me to join a video meeting. I expected to be fired. Instead, my supervisor offered unpaid leave for two weeks and said the company would review any reliable information I provided through counsel. It wasn't the relief I'd hoped for, but it gave me time to be home.
That afternoon Lily refused to enter her bedroom because someone had moved her pillow. She sat on the hall floor with her fists tight, waiting for me to be annoyed.
"What would help?" I asked.
"Put it back," she said.
I moved the pillow. She let out a breath. Her shoulders remained raised, so we sat together until they lowered. No speech I could make was as useful as doing the small thing she'd asked.
A child counselor, June Alvarez, came by for an introductory visit. She said Lily could learn how to feel safe again, but she'd need consistent adults and choices she could control. She also reminded me that being brave had never been Lily's job.
That night Lily brought me a shoebox she'd hidden under her bed. Inside were folded drawings and a tiny blue notebook. Each page carried a date, a picture of a meal, and a colored square.
"Blue means we ate," she said. "Red means we had to do the camera first."
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I turned to the final page. The last two days had no food drawings at all.
Underneath, in careful crooked letters, Lily had written: IF DADDY COMES BACK, SHOW HIM THIS.