Chapter 11 - The Girl on the Waitlist

I sat on Simone's porch after the email, staring at the word contacted. Somewhere another girl had probably told her family she might be able to afford college. I hated that this mess had reached a stranger.
Ms. Ward answered my call the next morning. "No second award has been finalized," she said. "The committee would not punish another student for an identity dispute. But we're close to the end of the funding cycle, so this can't remain unresolved for long."
"Am I supposed to feel guilty for asking you to restore mine?"
"Absolutely not. You earned an offer and accepted it. Someone else may also deserve help. Those things aren't enemies."
For the first time, I understood the difference between generosity and having something taken. A scholarship wasn't a prize my mother got to give away in my name.
I went through my evidence with Talia at the library. She checked dates on my screenshots and put the acceptance letter beside my graduation speech draft. I showed her the text where Mom admitted taking the offer away.
"This is horrible," Talia said.
"It's my mother. I keep wishing there's a kinder explanation."
"There might be a reason she's scared. That's not the same as a reason she gets to decide for you."
We made a timeline. April twenty: accepted. May seventeen: summer work promised without my consent. May twenty-nine, six oh eight: withdrawal. May twenty-nine, after eight: university representative arrives.
The last line took my breath away because I'd written it so cleanly. I wanted the dates to tell a story I could survive. Instead they told one in which the person who knew my schedule better than anyone had planned around my silence.
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When I went home to Simone's, a note was tucked under my bedroom door. It was written in Cleo's blocky handwriting.
MOM SAYS IF YOU GET YOUR SCHOOL BACK WE HAVE TO MOVE.