Chapter 2 - The Sound Behind the Static

The first thing the monitor gave us was static.
I stared at the ceiling while Tasha adjusted the band around my stomach. She didn't tell me everything was fine. I liked her for that, even though the silence felt like torture.
"Come on, baby," I whispered. "Come on."
Daniel stood near the door with his arms folded. His mother had tried to follow us, but Tasha had told the desk not to let her in. For the first time all day, I could hear myself think.
"I'm sorry you're scared," Daniel said.
"I'm scared because your mother pulled a chair out from under me."
"I know."
"Do you?"
He looked at the floor.
Then the speaker crackled. A quick, steady rhythm filled the room. My daughter's heartbeat. I started crying so hard the whole monitor blurred.
Dr. Priya Patel came in and examined me. There was no obvious emergency on the first check, but she wanted observation, a closer look at my injury, and a clear record of what happened.
"I want your exact words," she said. "Not anyone else's version."
I told her about the chair. About Linda's hands. About Daniel watching.
The doctor wrote it down. "Any bleeding, fluid, severe pain, or reduced movement after you leave, come straight back. You understand?"
I nodded. Tasha handed me tissues. Daniel tried to smile. "See? She's okay."
I looked at him. "The fact that she survived it doesn't make it harmless."
That wiped the smile away.
While he stepped into the hall to answer his phone, Tasha pulled a chair beside the bed. She didn't sit until I nodded.
"Can I ask you something personal?" she said. "Are you safe at home?"
I almost laughed. We had a comfortable house, a nursery full of beautiful things, a husband with a good job. People like me were supposed to answer yes.
Instead I remembered Linda moving into our guest room for a weekend I hadn't approved, and Daniel calling me ungrateful when I objected.
"I don't know," I said.
Tasha wrote a phone number on a card and placed it under my discharge papers. "You don't have to decide what any of this means today. But you can decide who gets access to you."
At that moment, Daniel returned with a strange look on his face.
"Mom says she wants to be in the room when we talk about the birth plan," he announced.
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I stared at him. "She isn't even allowed in this room."
Daniel sighed. "She's already made a few arrangements."